Heart of Glass

I have a Doctors appointment on the 3rd of feb, and I'm really scared. I don't mean.. Ohhh Im scared ( like its not a big deal), I am TARIFFED.

I dont want my Doctor telling me that I have a possible change of heart disease, or anything of the sort. My father had a triple bypass when I was really young, and he almost died. And it doesnt help that I am more like my father than my mother. I don't want to have to have surgery when im in my 40's.

Im really scared. And knowone I talk to is helping me through this.