been a while hasn't it?

I've been posting more regularly on my other blog. I've been thinking about deleting this one entirely but for some reason haven't done it. I also have a Tumblr which in itself is just as stagnant as this one. I just haven't been feeling productive lately. I mean, yeah I do have a job and I work, but after work I just end up sitting around my apartment doing nothing. I stopped doing things like my dread stuff I use to do and drawing and painting... especially painting. I had big plans for that, and I end up just leaving it for tomorrow. By the time tomorrow comes I just don't feel like it. That really sucks, I use to be so creative and now all I do when I get home is just sit and stare at a wall. I started putting things on a schedule like my blog jgallery, I make it a point to post on there every Thursday. Even that can be hard sometimes, I shouldn't have to force it either. It's just really frustrating.